Thursday, September 22, 2011
"I can't believe that I still want you...after all the things we've been through I miss everything about you"
The last few months leading up to the demise of our relationship consisted of nothing but fighting. It had gotten really bad towards the end. Although he's not the only one to blame, he did treat me pretty badly and yet I still find myself missing him.
That surprises me.
Despite everything that happened a piece of my heart is still taken by him. I still find myself longing for him but it confuses me as to why since in the last few months I had felt so much anger towards him.
But I miss the person he was not the person he became. I miss what our relationship had been not what it evolved into. I miss the "idea" of us.